mY oTher HaLF..(Y_Y)

MIssinG Dem Much!!muH FaMiLy..
t0Day my sis n br0 on d way t0 ouR 2nD h0me at TRg..
t0 Move t0 0ur 3rd h0me there..wisH to B there t00..

mama,ayah..miss U!!

akak, abg..mish ya j0kes!!

ayiE, mish ya 'ceramah'..hee~

diah, mish u c gemott!!hek3..

saini,aliaa n a'an..wanna hug n kisss u 0L!!wuu~~muah3!!
Love3~

GoSh!!^_^

LEO-July 23-Aug. 22

Thanks to some extremely positive energies around you this should provide a blinding start to the week! The only negative note is a probable clash with a family member. However, with all the other aspects backing you, you should be able to turn things round easily enough!

Be adaptable and ready to do whatever it takes to reach you goals. Don't be lazy.

p/s: just 4 a references ok, no offense!! nway, it happens!!

aiy0oh lazy en0ugh to memorize d biochemistry n physio part..dush3!!

wake me up inside!!hee~

final exam 4 d 2nd sem, starts 2mor0w.

plsz2, pray my success n forgive me if ive done sumtg wr0ng. God Bless me, amin..

AppReciAti0n oF L>O>V>E

The charity program that i joined with mina n nik. we are selected by our mentor, miss zalyana to do some charity works within the seniors.. its a memorable program dat day coz we r exposed to the new reality things dat happened in our life. being raped n pregnant by bf, got d hiv n died.

wut life is meant for??huh..T_T

in d MSU's bus wif mina..
n we were pr0ud to wear the FHLS formal t-shirts!!huhu
wif classm8-nik, d cutey n adorable kids(zairi), me n mina..
i was sad n th0ught wut happened if i was one of these kids??

how my life would b without parents?
phewh..n i admit dat i shud thank to God n preciate my life.

at d front of the lovely house..

wait for us 4 d next time..

we will come to c u ol again,lil' sis n bro..

zairi, danial, aliff, nadia, nabila, sis patricia, mama lana..

n all d members of PERNIM..

i will miss n never forget u ol..

wif mina n yana, d 12 yrs old kids. but look smaller,uhh?

we were trying to b frenz to them n yet give our best services to

provides loves, attention n care..

they deserve to obtain love from me,coz they knew how to preciate n show d appreciation.

i was touched n will let my love buried deeply to these childs..

they deserve it.^_^.love3.

piEces oF m3..

'really3 down rite now..

without spirits

ill try to get busy

without think b0ut it

to survive..

to build me up..

to be a better person.

achieving my ambition..

i will..T_T'

insyAllah..

'aku mentari...

tp xmenghangatkanmu..

aku pelangi..

x mberi warna hdupmu..

aku sang bulan..

xmenerangi malammu..

akulah bintang..

yg hilang dtelan kegelapan..'-kasih yg xdianggap,kertas..

GIRLS FACTS

31 interesting tips about girlz..

1.When a girl says she’s sad, but she isn’t crying,it means she’scrying in her heart.
2. When she ignores you after you’ve done something wrong, it’s best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with anapology.
3. A girl can’t find anything to hate about the guyshe loves (which is why it is so hard for her to ‘get over him’after the relationship’s over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.
5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.
7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often,a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat agirl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?

8. If you don’t like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her,leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend,talk to her.
10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music,poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves(which explains why most girls like writing journals).
11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway.
12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.
13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act look uninterested during the call. But as soonas the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.
14. A smile means a lot to a girl.
15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.
16. If a girl says she can’t go out with you because she has to study, leave.
17. But if she still calls you or expect a call fromyou, stay.
18. Don’t try to guess a girl’s feelings. Ask her.
19. Hearing the words “I love you” is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she’ll wonderwhy she never noticed him before.
21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.
22. When class pictures come out, a girl wouldfirst check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.
23. A girl’s ex-crush will always be in her memory,but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.
24. Girls love having fun!
25. A simple ‘Hi’ can brighten a girl’s day.
26. A girl’s best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.
27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get closeto their ‘prettier’ friend.
28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.
29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.
30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.
31. Girls always hope that they can always remainas friend withtheir ex. But never know how !

can i DANCE???

ZAPIN??? euwww....d first time in my life i was chosen to perform a traditional dance!!

n we started d practice wif miss atikah. 3 basics step which was the 'asas, belanak kecil and ayam patah'?wut daa~ me, mina, yana, lina, n nadia was d only girls!! where others?? i was respected to those whom from johor n yet d guys,akhbar dance smooth n gracefully than d gurls!! OMG!!ahaha.. the perfomance dat we need to perform at Unvsty Gadjah Mada n Institut Teknologi Bandung,Indonesia for the culture nite!!!waa~ i was like wanna crying rite now,aiyaaa~~

i didnt like to perfom n yet d final exam is around d corner. i was busy for preparing the exam, d part time n now the DANCE!! thx 4 p.cik Halim to let me settle up wif d exam first,huu~ exam exam exam!! please pray 4 my success..amin.

p/s: wish dat i was sick dat time n escape from the perfomance!!huhu luckily we didnt perform at Unvsty Padjadjaran,Bandung..huhu u knoe wut,u will lauging to c our dance!! the perfomance,huk3..eyh shut up!!ahaha

~waLKing bY_+

yesterday, we had a walked around subang jaya..n dropped at subang parade and suway pyramid just 4 collecting d sponsorship for our programs to jogjakarta,indonesia. n luckily, we had a window shopping at there too,ahakz..

d best news was our group money collection is nearer to a thousand!!huhu n razi around 2thousands!! awesome n d day we had strengthen up our frenship wif yana, akma, nik, yam, due n anip.

d worst things was i cant even bought anythg coz yana n mina would bring me far from the fevret shop lika F.o.S n BONITA!! owh god!! huhu.. n we ate a lot like a monster. mina monsters!!ahaha... lala~

~ R>E>H>A>B...

a relaxation time dat i spent wif lina,at taman layang2 kepong.huhu.. n yup,her frenz like kery,aina n lil sis pika were sporting en0ugh to treat me as their new frenz.huu~~
d tranquil n breathtaking surroundings n yet calm me down, lose the bad n worst problem that i had..thx lina,pika n frenz!! wanna go there olweyz!! .^_^ wif cutey,talkative lil' sis,pika..she loved to 'pow' us,ahaha... notty gurl!!huu~ but thx 4 cheer up d day!!

wif lina, owh ice cream!!! ahaha,nice pic pika!!love3~

i love to be here!!^_^

giving up to L>O>V>E!!

i was tired to all diz...i need a lot of spaces n time-being...
d last msg i gave to him that,i didnt sure that i can accept him back after diz..
i was like..scare to any commitment, love, attention...
give up.fed up and frustrated..

'mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna..
tetapi di hatiku memilikimu sepanjang umurku..
mungkin aku xbisa memiliki...
dirimu seumur hidupku..' -10.feb.2009-shud b our 2nd anniversery-

'ku cinta kau..
ku xbisa..
tapi kau tlah ada yg memiliki..
tggalkanmu ataupun bersamamu........'

diz heart will cure soon..huh..T_T

-6- gReat We3kend!!

d great we3kend i had..huhu~nj0ying the gr0oming 'IVE GOT STYLE' by dara.com under my club. so it is so0 worth it dat we had a lotz of info n activities in dat programe. d programs also conducted by k.ayu n abg fareez.. they cheer up d party!! so0 in love with k.ayu's attires!!huhu.. d theme for d party was cheerful which is white n orange,so hav0c!!
seha,d finalis 4 dara.com. im so excited to knoe her. yet, she is struly frenly, educative and gorge0us!!ahaha.. will vote 4 het to let her win.. naa~as a model,she is very suits in it. so all d best seha!!huhu

d final of dat day..i was like...ive got style??ahaha..crazy and so0 excited dat i got a lot of presents. d first present coz i sat on d lucky chair. 2nd coz i did well in aswering the questions n last but not least d Q n A sessions..ahaha..alhamdulilah.. im also got to knoe a new frenz, k.nana n nana, d havoc person who won in one of the activities, 'ikatan tudung'..ahaha..s0 dats it for my saturaday weekend.. im feeling GREAT!!!(^_^)