~Mom's BLESS~

Alkisah, ada la stu mlm ni lepak2 nan borak2 nan mama,sambil2 on9 n survey batik sutera yg jual on9. duk lame tuh tbe2 terbukak la cter pasal akak n bf, yg shud b bertunag last year,tp xjdi atas sbb2 tertentu. n owg pon mayb salah 1 sebb tuh. bkn xske bf de tu, tp mcm xsdia agi nk kehilgan akak ku yg comel bak flowerhorn(da comel sgt..) ni,hek2..n pnah gak sound bf de cuz ckp xgne otak. haaa~ni memg slh stu kburukan owg yg smp skrg xle na kontrol(tatw la cane my ex dlu mhadapinyer) =P..

da abes cte n komen2 tu,tbe2 mama ttbukak cter sal my ex. de bf yg paling suspek la cuz de ni yg 1st degn berani mati approach owg n mintak izin mama tuk bersama owg. n sbb de hormat org tua, +++(byk kebaikn de ni..mls igt,hmm) dats y suke la. mama kate da kalu de da mtak maaf n sgup tunggu bg la peluang, n TERPULANG LA..mama memg sporting bab2 mcm ni,tu yg suke sgt. at least ank2 dpt bg buah fikiran n de akn   komen la baik n buruk. terbalik nan ayh yg xske bercakp tp memerhati dr jauh. sepath ty sepath ckp,tp owg sayg ayh. da try nk borak tp kekok,serius! da lame nk ckp kat ayh yg 'ayh hensem' n 'i love u' tp xpnah berani lg..plus ade sorg uncle ni siap cabar suh kiss pp ayah,tp ta penah nk buat..TAKOTT! fobia cuz dlu2 ayh mase ajr ngaji kecik2 GARANG YA AMAT!! Hahaha.. tbe2 terigt cite yg mina post kat facebook, 'cinta dalam hati'.. i do love u all, but sumtimes i cant express it. i rather let it be in my heart, even its hurt. i tot i found my soulm8, but i wrong(mayb)..becuz of my mom, i manage to handle it n yet d relatnshp stay for 3++ years. n now u came back to me,but i need more time..