My Dilemma

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I'm frustrated.

Don't know what I am supposed to do.

I'm losing my path.

I'm losing my future.

Everything.

December have become CRUEL to me.

I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere.

-DECRUELEMBER-

Ya Allah, give me your An-Nur. Amin.

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Semua orang doa yang baik-baik hari ini. Tapi apa yang telah di rancang x menjadi. 

I FAILED.

Redha.

DIA tahu apa yang terbaik untuk aku.

InsyaAllah.

psst: Semalam mimpi macam2. :( Semoga berbahagia semua. AMIN.

Sarcastic Smiles

Nobody said it was easy.

psst: Don't forget to see the beauty, in simple things.

2008-2012[Change]-->2012-2016[Forward]

Alhamdulillah, the BEST MAN WIN__OBAMA!

US President 4+4 years!

 WHY HIM?

Since Obama defeated Mitt Romney from Republican, people now been able to breath normally. He was so confident to get over Romney and stayed for another 4 years. Some sources said if Romney won the election, Iraq will became more disaster than ever. Allah knows the best. I had this perusal during I went to Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam(SPA), KKM interview as Science Officer. Luckily, the interviewer asked me the current issues that happened in US. I had clear vision on Obama, he got few of things that been accomplished during first semester of his career ;-

1. Get the US army to get off from Iraq, people cheering out with his bravery though!

2. He end up the war that been started by Bush in Iraq and also Afghanistan.

3. He closed the prison door of Guantanamo, Cuba even he had to go through lots of obstacle.

4. He stressed on US was not Muslims enemy since 11 September incidents.

5. He totally changed the US Healthcare System by introducing Health Insurance Law, thus making him ''the apples of everyone's heart''.

How's Malaysia? 

 

 

Popular sangat ke Zahiril Adzim?

 

*credit pic to his blog-Zahiril Adzim

Bogel Menuju Tuhan?

Jangan berprasangka negatif.

 Ianya adalah satu wardah dan hadiah buat peminat selain bergiat aktif di alam blog. 

I'm not his fan though. But since tengok dia buat surprise kat her fanatic fan dalam rancangan Meletop siri ke 2 semalam (setiap hari Selasa, 10 malam) Astro,104 macam rasa nak buat research plak kan! lol

Pernah la tengok dia berlakon dalam Juvana n Parit Jawa! He's so talented okay!

Btw, he got married with Shera Ayop, n papa-to-be(5 weeks).

 Congrates! 

*Suka sangat artis-artis Malaysia dah banyak berubah ke arah kebaikan. Terbaru, Pierre Andre #quotes- "Anugerah paling bernilai yang kita ada adalah kalimah Laa 'ilaa haillallah, Jagalah kalimah ini dalam diri kita".

 AMIN

Future-Imam-To-Be

#np-Where have you been by Rihanna

#truestory.

Finale!

Whewh!

Akhirnya terungkai sudah kata laluan yang membuat aku xboleh nak update blog ni.

*DEMENTIA*

Korang tahu kan since ter- ''Forget Password''.

Korang boleh 'retrieve' dengan masukkan nombor handphone.

Kemudian, Google akan send a SMS :

 ''Your Google verification code is ******''

 +35699189189

Pastikan nombor tu xde kredit sebab takut kena cas! lol

A Little Thing Called Love

pssstt : Baru pas nonton 'A Little Thing Called Love' dari Thailand.

P'Shone n Kun Nam.

It's hurt eh, sayang orang lain tapi dapat org lain+luahkan cinta tapi da terlambat & berpunya(walaupun dah berpunya tapi HATi dia bukan dekat pasangan)+oleh sebab SETIA nya perasaan CINTA tu akhirnya dorang bersama after 9 tahun terpisah dan bina kerjaya masing2. That is soooo sweet! >< Anyoooo. Mencurah2 lagi air mata ke ladang gandum!!

A Walk To Remember

"Love is always patient and kind.

It is never jealous.

Love is never boastful or conceited.

It is never rude or selfish.

It does not take offense and is not resentful."

psssttt: A great and sad movie, why i didn't watch it for 10 years before. -.-'' Everlasting love. :')

T-T

Dont cry for someone who wouldn't cry for you.
*lapairmatalajulaju*
Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart.

U : Ada jawatan kosong ni, nak isi x?
I: Erm apa dia?
U: Full time housewife.
I : I pun ada jawatn kosong jugak.
U: Apa?
I : Full time IMAM.

:')) I'Allah.

Next to you.

 

#23 : Orang yang begitu mencintaimu, tidak pernah memaksa kamu memberinya sebab dan alasan, walaupun hatinya meronta ingin mengetahui, kerana dia tidak mahu kamu terbeban dengan karenahnya. Saat kau pinta dia berlalu,dia pergi tanpa menyalahkan kamu, kerana dia benar-benar mengerti apa itu CINTA. :'))

29022012

.Gone.

His smile. His eyes. His Lips. His hair. His laugh. His hands. His weird faces.

His --- everything.

*thought of someone*

:'(

Lagu Kita-Aizat.

#awakgunagunasayake??#

Thanks to all my besties for the support :

♥ NAdia : Be strong gf, Time Heals Almost Everything. High expectation will lead to dissappointment. La Tahzan.

♥ Sya : What doesnt kill you will make u STRONGER!

♥ Dila : LOVE when u READY. Not when u're lonely. Its not worth to fight for.

♥ Yana : Have to let go even its hard. :(

♥ As : Putus jiwa? Rilez ah. -.-''

♥ Ayie : U nak bf cane? Ill find for u. Duduk n citer kat i now. :'(

♥ Halim : U'll find someone better.

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Im OFF. Officially. :'(

Farhana, Siti and me at HQ, Health Lane Family Pharmacy.

Management Trainee-->Assistant Executive(Controlled Medicine&Poison)

Alhamdulillah. It went well for the first 3 months until he came. Yes. I cant handle pressure and due to circumtances beyond my control, i need to resign immediately. :'((

Officematez. Rinduu ;'((

Even sekecoh k.Ayu tp dia baik. Dia byk back up bila senior staff cari pasal. K.Ros lak selalu dgr citer n bagi nasihat ala-ala perunding gitu. Selalu ajak lepak,boleh tahan 2 mak orang ni. :)) Buatku tersenyum. :))

During Jasper's wedding. Mak over make up mcam Raja Kapurr! -.- 3 guys(Asst,Pharmacist) which are Halim, Arif and Saiful my besties! Kalau lepak pas kerja ni mmg sbb hasutan dorang! *mcm budak sekolah, berlemuihh la depa!) ;p Pakai spek tu Manager/Pharmacist one of the outlet, Ms.Lee, dan kak Faridah super senior. Humble and determined person.

 *Y I NO BE LIKE U BOTH!*

Selalu jumpa kawn2 depa duk ty *hang watpa je dlm farmasi tuh??*

Ni haaaa. Sume Ubatan Terkawal n racun sebelum dijual kat farmasi, wajib buat Batch Control, which are description, expiry date n batch number. Tak boleh silap sikit dgn apa yg Pharmacist order.!! Semua mahal2 n kalau ubat sikit mcm ni^ da berharga beribu2. Mane xkayeee!

Lastly, masukkan semua detail dalam system. Tak boleh silap!!! Kat sini lah kemahiran menaip, ketangkasan dan pengetahuan tercabar. Cehh padahal masukkan data je. Cehh!! *Kalau 1 batch dah 20-30 ubat, bayangkan la smp ke ptg kalau xsiap,kena OT. Yeay! Gelakkan diri sendiri! =.= Rasa noob sgt if kerja xsiap,senior staff lain dah byebye sbb balik awal. Damn gilewwr.

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*my first ever full time job*

HAISH.

Jodoh itu rahsia Allah swt.

Sekuat mana kita setia.
Sehebat mana kita merancang.
Selama mana kita menunggu.
Sekeras mana kita bersabar.
Sejujur mana kita menerima dirinya.

Jika takdir Allah menentukan yang kita bukan dengan dirinya.
Kita tidak akan bersama dengannya.
Jika Allah telah menulis jodoh kita dengannya.
Kita tetap akan bersama dengannya.

Kerana tulang rusuk dan pemiliknya takkan pernah tertukar dan akan bertemu pada saat yang tepat menurut ilmuNya, insya-Allah.
Tiada yang kebetulan melainkan semuanya telah dirancang.
Dan sebaik-baik merancang adalah ALLAH S.W.T.

0'=))

Ilmuan rasmi.

Alhamdulillah. Akhirnya, tergenggam segulung ijazah n topi terbang-terbang. *tibe2*

7hb n 8hb January yg lepas,telah berlangsung pra konvo n konvokesyen rasmi yg mana dapat  berjumpa kawan2 lama dan saling memuji,  'eh kau da gemuk' 'eh lama ta nampak kau byk jerawat' 'wahh bahagia nampak' n bla3. Sengal. Sumpah byk gila update kan?hahaha

Gossip gegelss (Yana, Yam, Qma, Min, Sya n Iffah)! Sukadukariangketawa hahaha -.- 1 kelas, 1 rumah, 1 bilik 1 matlamat. LOL

Fevret Pre-convo pic! :DD *Kredit to Izzati Liana :*

1 batch selama 3 tahun di MSU. Btw thanks korang sebab mencoret pelbagai kenangan!

1 Malaysia

>Alhamdulillah<

Master? Will be my next missions. InsyaAllah selepas setahun cari pengalaman bekerja, dengan berbekalkan duit sendiri. AMIN. Rezeki kita masing2, cuma perlu usaha lebih sikit, dan rajin mencari peluang sbb peluang xkan datang bergolek. Usaha, doa dan tawakal. Semoga berjaya kalian.

2012

 Semangat baru di awal tahun 2012. #sematkuatkuatdalamhati.

Dalam kol 5 pagi da gerak ke Semenyih. Driver-Rasyid n Wan, Danial, Ida sekali. Rasa satu anjakan paradigma dan sesuatu yang tak tercapai lagi. InsyaAllah akan ada pembaharuan dalam diri. Amin.